The Paradox

I couldn't find you if I wanted to. 
I don't even know where to look.
I've had dreams inside of dreams.
Trying to unlock my own secrets.
Things hidden I didn't even know existed.
But I've failed every time.
I can't remember what I wasn't to forget.
I don't remember what you said.
I don't remember what I did.
There in lies the paradox.
One way in and one way out.
But I am sure to pass the same moment twice.
That's the moment of the shift.
The moment when what doesn't exist, wins.