Hanging By A Moment

the same words keep appearing in my songs
and in my writings
words like 'darkness' and 'breathing'
words that speak if sadness
and hope unyielding
words describing loss and ache and pain
words that plead for peace
and clarity
and a decent night sleep
i write these words with increasing frequency
and still feel no different
no freedom
no relief
only a building sense of agony that the end is going to fall like a ton of bricks
and i wont be able to see the sun from beneath the rubble
and i cant write an ending i dont know
so i write three quarters of the same story because thats the only part thats been told
i want it all to be over
i want the song finished