Me Without You

never wanted to say goodbye
always thought it would make me cry
i don't know what i feel
its so surreal
just surreal
i fought so hard to keep you
i fought so long to stay
pictures decorate my walls
but you're gone
i never thought there'd come a day 
when i didn't see your face or hear my name
this is just proof
you never know the future 'til you're in it
so now here we are
so much further apart then i ever dared to dream
we would ever be
and i want to tell you i miss you but
i don't think you're ready for those words
so i'll just speak them in a whisper to the world
i wish i could come home
wish you would be there
wish i was not alone
but
this is where life has brought us to
me without you