I See Myself

I see myself

with my hands in my pockets

helpless

I see myself 

turning my back up

fed up

I see myself

opening my mouth

losing my voice

I see myself

shrugging my shoulders

in defeat

I see myself

pretending there was never a 

you and me

I see myself 

pushed away

aching

I see myself

unable to 

let go

I see myself

watching from a distance

still in love

I see myself

never

seeing you again