What Now?

What now God?

What do I do now that the one I loved has become the one I can't trust?

What now God?

Now that the hour is upon us and that beauty I was revered is gone?

What now?

What now that he promised to love me and the echoes of that promise have faded?

What now?

What now?

What do I do now God?

I didn't want this to end, not like this, not after so little time. 

But I don't think I can do that again.

Love with open arms, an open heart, and closed eyes.

I am cold and tired now. 

What now God?

What now?

What now that he promised not to let me down and still I've been falling for days?

What now?