i hated you
i loathed you
you were hell bent on making me miserable
i resented you
you did what you wanted and somehow
it worked for you
most days i couldnt wait to get away from you
but a day wasnt normal without you
and at the end of those days
i found myself missing you
missing you turned to loving you
thought i never wanted to
and most days i still wish i didnt
but i cant help it
in the morning you remind me why i cant stand you
but by nightfall
ive fallen in love with you all over again
oh, i feel you so strongly.
ReplyDeletei've been there, and it's so hard.
massive hug, keep strong! XOXO
p.s. just so you know, i don't always comment but i love your writing.
i will be sure to pass the message along to my friend, about you having been there anyway :) she needs to know she's not alone! but I'm glad that I could relay her feelings with such force! and thank you for the compliment! :)
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