ive never been the leaving kind but theres a first time for everything. this will be the first for me and hopefully the last as well. life is unexpected for i never imagined this, but here we are. and here i am, having to decide a decision ive never made before. and im working hard to follow through now that ive made up my mind, but i wake up every morning and have to choose again. i want to choose you but i cant. im fighting hard to stick with that. ive been left without a choice but still have to choose and because of my past i want to choose you. key phrase is want to. but i want something different too and i cant have both. im working hard for something else, something more than this and you dont want me to have it. so i think its time for me to go now. ill show myself out.
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