WHERE WERE YOU WHEN...?

where were you when i needed you? when my deepest fears became my reality? where were you when i cried myself to sleep? when i tried to escape with a knife to my wrist? where were you when i was drowning? when my skies were too black to see my own trembling hands? where were you when my fragile heart shattered and the world just walked across the pieces? where were you when i needed you?

where were you when i wanted you? when life brought moments made for the both of us? where were you when only you wouldve thought it was funny? when i found myself laughing alone? where were you when i wanted a real conversation? when i wanted to be understood without having to say anything? where were you when i wanted to grab coffee? when i wanted reminding of the simple things? where were you when i wanted you?

and youre here now and that matters now. but doesnt change all the times you werent. it was a long year, a hard year, and all i needed was my friend. where were you when...?