maybe i am...

maybe im trapped inside of someone elses heart. maybe someone elses life is my escape. and im dreaming their dreams because im not creative enough to dream my own. maybe im living vicariously because i found someone just like me with more courage. and theyre doing all the things i wish i would. maybe. maybe i feel like someone else is living the life i want and now its too late for me to have it. maybe im afraid to get a life of my own because i dont want to fail. maybe none of this is real. maybe. but maybe not. im wasting my time IF this is fake.