its what i keep telling myself. its constantly on my lips because im risking it all to have it. everything is hanging by a thread because i have to have this. i have to chase it and see what happens. so im going to abandon all that i know and go someplace new. i wish there was another way, but this time i have to choose. and its selfish of me to ask you to wait, but thats what im asking, wait for me. im going to make it or fail trying, but at least i tried. and i need to try. the sky is the limit and i want to surpass that. and i know its hard to understand sitting back seat to a dream, but for the moment its best for me. and me is all i can afford to focus on right now, unhindered by everything that belongs to the world i am leaving. its a hard truth to swallow but that doesnt change the reality. i have to leave to chase my dream. you dont hear of anyone doing that from home. part of following your heart is having to go and im ready to be gone. i have a lot of life to live and i dont want to waste. its going to be worth it all because im going to risk all of it.
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