Tuesday, January 12, 2010
crying real tears this time
im falling apart at the seams and its real this time. crying a little here and there isnt enough. i dont have the strength to hold myself. its time to break sorrows iron grip. these tears will come until the iron rusts so that beneath the weight of my fists it turns to dust. my heart is done. im finally ready and here they come. its real this time. this will be the time that ends it. this will be the moment im rid of it. the heartache. the loneliness. the guilt. ill cry until my eyes run desert fry. this will be the last time. all of this will end tonight. il telling the whole truth and letting the light come through the cracks of my heart. ive lived long enough in darkness. wont hesitate to do it all the way this time.
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never be afraid to cry!
ReplyDeletehope that things get better...i know i don't know exactly what you're going through but i know what feeling like this is like and i truly hope that things get better. and not just better, i hope that things get wonderful :)
much love,
beka hope
im aiming for wonderful thats for sure!;p thank you for taking the time to read this!
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