how can this be? how can it come to this? how do i face this? i love you but i cant do this, not if i have to do this without you. we said forever and that doesnt have an end so how do i explain this to my heart? that this could be over? i cant lose you so tell me how to keep you? you want to follow through with this but i cant accept a future where you dont exist. and you cant promise me that wont happen so what do we do now? i just got you back. this is a bitter sweet reality but i only taste the bitterness. and yes were together, for now, but you want me to consider an alternative ending and i cant. our story alrady has an ending, its been written, ive memorized it, there is no other way then how ive always imagined it. how can it be this? how could it come to this? this part was never written and thats for a reason. we have faced enough tragedy, i cant have another grave to visit. how can you ask me to face this? i cant save you from this. i cant do anything but wait and pray and what if thats not enough? how do i love the life that took you from me? and why are you so willing? i knows its my fault you believe in fate, if i take it all back would you change your mind? you cant leave me, not this time, not now not ever. were suppose to grow old remember, you promised. the miracle of life isnt suppose to hurt this much, its not suppose to hurt at all. and how can you be so sure? so strong? this isnt how it was suppose to go. but i promised forever, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, heaven forbid it be now, until death do us part. i love you.
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