All I Know is that I Should

i dont know who i am without you but i should. i cant see my future without you but i should. if i lose you then i lose myself and it shouldnt be but i would. its all or none and always has been. but i ned to know who i am without you. i need to know if i could go on without you. because i should. the question now is; am i brave enough to go and find out the truth? can i handle walking away to see if i could survive? if i lose myself in you then theres a vital part of us missing. i need to find out where she went...and if i can get her back. if im missing then every time you find your arms around me youre holding something empty. its selfish for me to keep you. please let me go without fighting. i need to find me. and you may not want to understand but i wish you would. you know who you are, dont you think i should?