i can close my eyes and wish it all away. and you can play too. well meet at the same time in the same place and write it all down to keep the story straight. well lock the doors and shut all the curtains. within these four walls will exist our own world, just for us and no one else. sounds perfect. here all our dreams come true and everyone we love is there to see it. here people never leave. it we ever cry they are only tears of joy. if we fight its just for fun. well laugh until it hurts and then keep laughing. i very much enjoy pretending. the skies are always clear and the air fresh. there is no disaster and nothing is a mess. especially not us. i could get use to having it all together. i could pretend forever. within these walls there is no chaos. no petty conversations or self esteem holocaust. its our own selfish eternity. with all of this idealized perfection im starting to miss reality. a truly interesting notion since nothing outside that door is predictable or safe. but maybe we should stop pretending?
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