one red light

SHE RAN ONE RED LIGHT. AND THAT WAS THE END. I RUN THEM ALL THE TIME AND NOTHING HAPPENS. ITS NOT FAIR.

its that one moment that is always going to get us. that one moment where we spoke too soon or didnt speak at all. that split second that we cant take back and we spend the rest of our lives trying to make up for. but will anything ever truly be enough to make up for that one that went wrong? even for the moment that wasnt our fault we take the blame because it seems to make it all make sense, but its still not enough. its never going to be enough to make up for that one moment well never get back. it happened and yes its not fair but life never claimed to be anything but. trying to fix your mistake wont bring them back and forcing it to make sense will torment you. if you lose yourself trying to find them what good are you doing, what have you accomplished? that still equals one life lost, the first life lost is a tragedy, the second, life will twist into a morbid comedy to haunt those left behind. one moment changed it all, but left you a lifetime of second chances to never cross that moment on repeat. life isnt fair, but is it fair to the soul you loved and lost to also lose you? you cant honor the dead by dying.

SHE RAN ONE RED LIGHT. AND THAT WAS THE END. BUT IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. YOU RUN THEM ALL THE TIME AND NOTHING HAPPENS. ITS NOT FAIR. BUT ITS ON PURPOSE.