APOLOGIES

"yesterday you said my eyes were fading fast away. i said well what do you expect, you asked me not to stay"

you headed down a road you wouldnt let me walk, but i couldnt stop you. and not for lack of trying. but eventually i got tired and you decided you were done. just like that. you didnt slip away, i closed my eyes for mere seconds and in that short breath you were gone. the air rushed from my lungs and i went weak at the knees but whats done is done. i cant change that. i close my eyes and your back is facing me and it hurts me that i didnt figure it out before. even with all the damage done an apology, even an unspoken one will always find you back in my arms safe and sound. until that moment i will hold you in my heart. its amazing that all of this has brought us here, the history being so easily dismissed, like itd never been written. but its written on my heart and always will be. its too late to forget but not too late to forgive. its too late for dignity but never for apologies.

"ill always tell you youre my friend hope i dont have to lie"